I'm just lying here in bed. Not tired.. well. Kinda. Brian is at an OKC Thunder game. He probably won't be home until closer to 2 a.m. Raegan and Luke have been asleep for a couple of hours now. I'm just listening to music and surfing the net. I thought that I could write a short entry.. while I have a chance.
I had class today, other than that.. it's been pretty fun. I can't tell you enough how ready I am to be done with school. I guess the last year is the hardest. I have to push myself.. Its too stressful.
Other than that.. there isn't much going on. ummmm.. tomorrow I have to do my volunteer work.. and.....I can't think of anything else.
So I'm listening to music.. Its causing me to experience some nostalgia. Its an interesting feeling. For me its not sad, but calm, peaceful. It takes me back to specific moments. Things that happened so long ago. An important time in my life. It doesn't make me sad, but it does make me feel teary. Strange how a song can take you back to an exact moment.
I felt so much when I heard this music so long ago. I could have never imagined myself lying here in bed 10 years later, listening to the same music. Its weird how you can take things, memories, feelings.. they all travel with you through time. You can recall them at any moment.
My wandering mind has kept me from finishing this post. Seems I am thinking about a lot of things. Its crazy how your life changes over a course of time. The things that were important to you at one time.. are no longer relative. I feel as though I'm reliving all of these emotions all over again. I feel this strange sensation in my heart and mind.
Sigh I've got to go to bed. Sweet Dreams
Natalie
