This will get better.

I feel so hurt. I have cried for days. I can't figure out what is right or wrong. everything is one sided. I can't figure out what I have done wrong. I know as my counselor he can't really state his opinion but I don't know what he's thinking and I've told him so much of what I am thinking. This is really hard for me. I hate that he wouldn't talk to me as if I was a human being and he treated me as if I was just like any of his other clients. Of course I was. I know I was. I meant nothing to him. but it still hurts.

I will get past this. I won't always hurt. This will get easier. I know it will.